hey gents. i have so much to learn on being the perfect husband but its so true that all girls have a specific energy. i have such a jaded outlook at times with girls i am so ashamed to just b flippant or so caring but coming off as domineering….?….if that’s what it means…its hard to imagine what to think at times seeing and hearing so much but on a street level there’s just too many excuses and still almost so depressing even going to get medications that aren’t needed and that can b totally avoided like so many googly eyes peering through decrepid wooden shacks in some dunjee escape from nothing but paranoia and delusional brains from too much alcoholism. i would b satisfied to say that there are too many dads and new husbands who are very kind and gentle and i am. let’s just look forward to bigger and better profits with all involved not with all included. as we go from our little encampments and down the little avenues of love and hope and love and dream of escape from the mundane ‘let loose’ drudgery let’s just stay intune with the innocent little steps we all took to get to what we thought was a cooler place and not such a hectic scheduled apathetic excuse-filled problematic feardom replete with hidden agendas and scavenging dogs at every turn. i give thanks to the fathers and males with girlfriends who haven’t sipped the nectar yet that inspire me with a power that ripples the waves of hurricanes into small puddles, the narcotics and insanity filled conundrums must b the only lie deception and other useless messages from such a poor example of the real mother, shame on these little sluts that foster hate amongst the real girls and mothers that only know that their men love them.